i don't know what i want...
he's heading back this week, i don't even know whether we'll meet up or not..
both ways, i don't know what to say or do now.i've nver second-guessed my feelings for him, there wasn't a need to. i don't know so many things..so many things left for me to comprehend..

oh anyway i've learnt mahjong!
its damn fun..but unfortunately, it's ADDICTIVE. haha.
my mum's got an ovarian cyst..and i'm so worried..
and dad's losing his passion ever since my stepmom went back..i don't know what i can do to help both of them...

and gr lied to me about something really impt. it was 2 months worth of the same lie..over and over again...